I'm not really someone who journals on a regular basis, but I ALWAYS do when I'm in Montreat. So I sat down with my journal several times over the last few weeks and here is one of my prayer excerpts -
God, we live in world of isms...
a world on fire! full of
apathy and indifference.
and so many more of those words we are only comfortable talking about in conversations like, "wouldn't it be nice if someone somewhere would do something about that!"
we agree that they are problems, but are hardly willing to even really discuss in depth, much less willingly face our complicity in.
we live in a weary and beleaguered world. a world that is burning - and we're home and acting like we can't hear the fire alarm.
what is it going to take?! to get us to be
awake to the plight of our neighbors?
I hear stories all the time about people who climb out of the comfy padded room of their lives and face a new, dangerous and exciting world. a world of hopeful possibilities where the idea of people having what they need is not just an impossible ideal, but a goal to be worked toward at all costs. a world where injustice is not to be tolerated, and tolerance for differences abounds.
How do I become one of those people? How do I gain the courage to take the leap out of the box? I mean, it's not that I don't do anything - I do. I give alternative Christmas gifts. I support fair trade. I buy organic and turn the lights off when I leave the room. And those things are important.
But are they enough? are they REALLY the only changes You are calling me to make? Can I honestly convince myself that there's not more to be done?
O God of All Creation, give me the courage to use my life more for others, and guide my efforts.